The other inmates stand in a long straight line flanked by guards and I am dragged past them. I do not respect them because they will not run – will not try to escape.

The other inmates stand in a long straight line flanked by guards and I am dragged past them. I do not respect them because they will not run – will not try to escape.

Imagine a thousand more such daily intrusions in your life every hour and minute of every day and you can grasp the source of this paranoia this anger that could consume me at any moment if I lost control.

Imagine a thousand more such daily intrusions in your life every hour and minute of every day and you can grasp the source of this paranoia this anger that could consume me at any moment if I lost control.